Friday 29/06/07.

My oh so caring husband has booked himself a holiday to jamaica for 4 weeks no discussion or anything leaving on the 6th july. So im pretty much pissed off. This man has a family and responsibilities here how the f**K can he just up and go with no prior discussion or any warning. How he thinks that we can afford it is something else and when i point this out to him he wants to act like its no big deal. well it is a pretty big to deal to me. Im left here with the 4 kids whilst this arsehole swans around jamaica probally with a big spliff hanging out his mouth and a big glass of jamaica rum punch while im stuck here struggling tomake ends meet and yes im very bloody angry but above all im hurt that he makes no apologies.
So atr 7am this morning we was arguing woke the neighbours and the household im sure.
I do not think that im being unreasonable in the slightest i dont begrudge anyone having a holiday but not with less than three weeks notice, what about his job? what about bills? i rely on the money he brings in each work from his job how do i manage now? he has put me in such a position im bloody furious.
I want to scream scream scream.

Get me outta here please.